today is finally OVER! phew~(: 2dae's realli tough n full of unknons and challenges. we had 2 consecutive test (hist+LA) and today is reali a special special day for ME :D cos, 2dae is the day tt i have been w8ting for in the past 2 yrs..yup right! today is the day for me to take off my braces! smile smile :DD at first when the dentist passed me a mirror to let me c my own nice, white and TIDY teeth, i refused to cos i was afraid tt it may come out to be ugly or yellowish or wad so eva. So i die die refused to look into the mirror. LOL i think i sounds silly but i was reali afraid and scared, hence i jus asked him to carry on the clean my teeth. O i tell u the process was 'awesome', my blood was like splurting out n the nurse was like trying 2 poke e saliva sucking tube everywhere in my mouth trying to suck away the blood so as to prevent me from choking from my own saliva + blood. It was damn bloody pain. The dentist is basically drilling at my gums at first i can reali feel the pain explicitly and know the exact place that is hurting but eventually my whole mouth was numbed by pain. so basically towrds the end i can onli feel the pain but dont know where it comes from. It was simply painful. yup! n u realise i didnt describe my day in chronological order haha cos actualli im oso v. numb by all the test n quiz tt's popping up every wk, every day. Life is terrible. test.test.test.quiz.quiz.quiz. SIGH... sch is getting more n more stressful, there r always piles of hw n loads of tests coming up. the worst part is not abt the test itself but the mugging be4 the tests!! ppl like me hu doesnt have patiences in sitting down 2 do work n revise will simply suffocate in the midst of revision..0.0 aniways there's nth much i can tok abt e tests cos as usual my hist is always unfinished(if there's such a word..lol) n my la is like crap. so ya nth much i can say abt sch works lar. O ya n 2dae after my dental app jiaQ asked me 2 rush bac 2 sch for handover+jiantao, so by the time i rushed bac, the jiantao was OVER. but, but the handover's not over yet (: so we had the handover in the remaining 1 hr( 5-6 pm) some results was unexpected and i was quite shocked. when my name was announced i was stunned, although be4 tt i had a feelin tt i may become the treasurer but i was still stunned. seriously i was shocked. i was like...i've nth 2 say man..i dont know why they chose me out of so many ppl..lol. amusing rite. they entrusted such a malu + blur fellow like me..sigh. im stressed. why did i say i wana be the cai zheng during the interview.. i cant reali rmb y. i think it was simply becos most of the others said they want to be tby zz so i decided to say sth diff so as the entertain the seniors and give them a wider variety mah.. omg till now im still in the state of shock. i dont know wad had happen cos everything happened jus too quickly n a fan ying chi dun person like me takes a long time to c wats goin on. n most impt i duno wad will i have to do in the future, as a treasurer of the CO. i think after this i will turn 2 hate money n find them irritating..LOL. im scared. i shall go sleep. aniways i dont feel nth when im asleep(:

chengl * Friday, July 18, 2008 0JUST ORANGE